Thursday, December 22, 2011

COFFEE CHALLENGE ACCEPTED! ...and failed. Again.

It's almost 3 in the AM and I'm still not asleep. Now, normally, it would be because I'm working on something, or finishing up whatever needs to be done, or something's happening in the near future that is bringing on the nervous sweats and the terrifying what-if thoughts.

But nope.

I got nothing.

None of that.

Just plain ol' insomnia.

OR....

MAYBE....

I had coffee earlier.

Teehee.

Look, it's one of those mysteries in life, OK. My brain cannot compute the fact that coffee=no sleep. It's like a demented sort of challenge in which I convince myself that I can beat the effects of coffee. And yeah, I fail everytime. It's just something I do, OK? BECAUSE OF REASONS.

Remember when I said I'd start blogging regularly again once I regain some sort of balance in my life? Yeah, no, that hasn't happened. So I don't know if I can keep that promise. But I mean, I like blogging- kinda hard to imagine me just stopping. It's not about having people read any of it, it's just getting it out, you know? (...Said like a true un-famous person on the interwebz.)

Also, it's past 3 now, and I'm getting kinda paranoid....so I'll go back to bed. Not to sleep. Just to...lay...in the darkness. *facepalm*

AND DANGNABBIT, NO MORE COFFEE FOR ME.

NO, REALLY, I MEAN IT THIS TIME.

SERIOUSLY. NO MORE.



.....YEAH.

(P.S: If you know who that is, I bestow upon you the highest of fives.)

2 comments:

Zafirah Ab Rahim said...

I wanted to post a bunch of hug gifs here but Blogger apparently doesn't allow image comments :/

Farah H. Nayan said...

Ughhhh. Hug gifs would've been awesome, haha. *hugz*